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[Sep. 18th, 2006|08:16 pm] |
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| | curse of the black pearl- crazy pirates | ] |
ok so i am doing everything within my power to not do my homework and its bad... aside from that this pizza is really good lol. I find more and more that i do not like school... at all. Its just one shitty day after another. This bacon pizza makes me want to quit school and just live in a pizza palace with big ol breadstick towers. or i could be like the lady who lived in a shoe... only i'de live in a big muffin instead. i think it is a good plan cuz right now isnt workin so much for me. |
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[Sep. 15th, 2006|02:42 pm] |
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| | Return To Self-Loathing-MEST | ] |
So many many things went horribly wrong today and to add to it, it is raining so i get home from the nightmare of today literally dripping and so my dad yells at me for coming in the house all wet... apparently i was supposed to stay outside until i was dry cuz u know that would have happened not so sure im going out tonight i think i might just go to bed. i needed someone to type to and livejournal seemed ok for once, i hate this feeling im not angry just i can't describe
sick of the way i am feeling.
waking up watching myself slipping.
should i just take out my eyes?
no longer want them for this life.
acting strong only on the outside.
hiding shame and pain on the inside.
i've tried to block my mind of this and pretend is doesn't exist.
loosing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said).
sleepless nights staring at the ceiling.
sanity running on empty.
try to block my mind of this and pretend it doesn't exist.
loosing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts (no matter what i said).
taken for granted again.
stranding my thoughts no matter what i said.
loosing my mind again.
stranded my thoughts no matter what i said.
loosing my mind once again.
stranding my thoughts no matter what i said.
but that kinda does |
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[Jul. 29th, 2006|12:17 am] |
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| |  cheerful | ] |
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| | ironic: Alanis Morissette | ] |
ok i have not used this thing in the longest but i figure i might want to get back into the livejournal groove. So today was fun... for the most part lol, u know us having shellys car overheating was not that fun but we did get to the mall at last he he he. Ok so i went there specifically to buy headphones and the whole time we just ended up talking to Sam (the cool dude we met a while back in the chocolate store where we spent 2 hours saving him from bordome... well yea we did that again lol) as fun as it was i did not get my headphones... oh well that can wait i guess. We did get free chocolate which makes up for just about every bad thing that happened this past month lol.
Going to be going to jersey tomorrow, or today, which will be ok i guess. I am looking forward to the b-day presents and cake though. And on top of that we might be going to six flags which will be fun and i may finally go on "el torro". Well anyway my dad should be due home in a few minutes with a few family members from Puerto Rico who did not come down on the 26th oh by the way my b-day was the 27th i guess that was kind of important lol |
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[Feb. 6th, 2006|05:37 pm] |
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| | charity: Waking ashland | ] |
im torn.. well sort of, mall 2morrow k? i need to take a chill pill or decide to get a magic 8-ball |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|04:11 pm] |
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| | chipper | ] |
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| | maintain consciousness-relient k | ] |
weeee it shelly on andrews lj name thingee...
we just got hitachi technolgy!!
(do u want the link? its http://www.hitachigst.com/hdd/research/recording_head/pr/PerpendicularAnimation.html )
anyways we just got back from the pizzaria and we're listening to relient k (like everyone else around me will have to for the next few weeks) and its fun....cuz its the whole cd not just 1 song!!!
anyways andrew is a poopface for not updating anymore. we're gonna have to get on him for that. oh double entendres.
speaking of my dirty mind...before we were watching the movie and tis called get perpendicular and i wrote in my away message get perpendicular with andrew and shelly and totally missed the sexual innuendo and...yeah... lol my mom can see my away message...kinda funny when u think about it.
oh and we stained my ceiling with bubbles.
bye! |
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[Dec. 5th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] |
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| | take me or leave me: RENT | ] |
ok so school went by really and i mean really fast today, it was a good day and all i idnt make up the spanish quiz cuz miss Paz forgot about it so oh well her fault lol chem was funjust sitting there talkign about christmas, english was horrible cuz we had a fire drill oh boy it was cold i could have cut you with my nipples lol erm yea and chorus and show chior fun fun. Me and jo did awesome ont he last math test hooray for 90's lol and thank god he messed up on my paper i would have gotten a 92 instead of a 97 :D so i was honest and told him and he seemed thankful lol oh as jo would say "nose browner" lol. play was kind of ok only flood is gunna tear out her hair if me and meredith dont start kissing eachother when it says (kiss) and stuff oh well :P
so yea no snow day tomorrow would be the greatest thing ever cuz u cant have a snow day this eaqrly in the year think of may dont u want that hot day off instead of the cold one?! besides we have that one tiny break in may and thats it, if we use u our snowdayz early we eill regret it. 2 hour delay would be great, no english test |
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[Nov. 29th, 2005|11:24 pm] |
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| | moved? not really? confused... | ] |
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| | Another day: RENT | ] |
The pain will ease if I can learn
There is no future
There is no past
I live this moment as my last
There's only us
There's only this
Forget regret
Or life is yours to miss
No other road
No other way
No day but today
I can't control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only goal is just to be
There's only now
There's only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today...
im a lil addicted to Mimi's part maybe its just her vioce but yea im not so sure what to think right now im just kinda happy a million ideas rushing through mah brain right now all good so i guess i'm happy but its a different happy not liek excited crazy happy but not like all mushy happy either hard to discribe, oh well those are the good lyrics well the great lyrics ok now to go listen to mark
random blurb: leave ur concience at the tone and be happy... BEEP |
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[Nov. 21st, 2005|06:30 pm] |
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| | drained | ] |
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| | when i go down: Relient K | ] |
digging my new icon :D got it from a myspace survey and it was liek fate brouight us together it was all 2 perfect
ugh this play has so much friggen dancing in it it is gruesome... last weak we learned 1 whole number (without learnign the lyrics and in 2 days) this week today and tommorrow is another huge number (still no lyric learning) and then of course next week minday and tuesday is another number (hdon't think we are learning the lyrics to that either) so yea it is very tiresome anf flood is so weird to talk to 1 on 1 cuz she just talks to u and has no expression on her face what so ever i don't know how to really respond lol
as it was today i was already kind of tired and ugh school blah especially with my 60 on my english essay in which i need to do another one right now... yay!! i am so tired and pooped i have liek no energy left and i keep thinkign and i hate it.
so much homework so little time the combo of dnacing liek a jack rabbit with twirls and kicks and the boringness of school work is icky icky icky... its not like me to complain or at least i dont think i really ever complain outloud but im just feeling icky and listening to emo music... listenign to the news blast bush for lieing about inteligence is fun though ahhh how i dislike him.
well ok so awareness weekend was really fun i left that stuff to my writing journal. wow this song is really long... anyway i think i should actually go do my hw cuz i got a lot of it
random blurb: family, friends, music : these are my anti drugs |
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|09:53 pm] |
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| | not sure how to describe ... | ] |
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| | relient k: life after death and taxes | ] |
Went to rowdens today had some fun she talked about sum things and i got a mindfull. some things i dont like and some things i do but no matter it was still better that i heard it cuz i don't think i would have done anything about it unless she put the spirit into me.
so don't take that as any insult pplz reading this it aint u jo and it aint u puja and it aint u shelly and it aint u it really isnt anyone who will read this prolly well anyway so yea today was full of rowden insight ^_^ and may i add that math was quite fun and in show chior my team (the asshats) won VS danielles team (the leotards) i would have made us the chocolate cheese pies but it didnt fit into the family fued computer screen stupid nintendo...
after show chior (jr high) me lindsey and michelle didnt feel like going home so we went to bee's and stuffed our faces lol blasting come sail away and almost dieng from a greasy windshield... oh yea i broke michelles mesades a lil... the molding hit my foot i swear lol
AWARENESS WEEKEND IS 2MORROW!!! who is psyced i am i can't wait. can't wait to see who's in my group i really hope pumpkinfucker, poffelhopper, puffinburger, well really billy poffenbarger is in my group that kid is so kool or matt irving (no cool nicknames 4 him sorry) or mr steven broschart though im not sure if he signed up or not but it would be kool if we got him (or for that matter joeys X lol) WOOT GO MICHELE AND DANIELLE our group will rock lets go Sr.Arias and sum other lady!!!
random blurb: the games are over... finally... i hope |
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[Nov. 14th, 2005|08:38 pm] |
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| |  blank | ] |
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| | 99 red balloons: goldfinger | ] |
>>> So i haven't updated in a while and i mean a long while and a lot has happened, personally i think my life is getting more and more squished and im not feeling so hot but that will all pass in time i am sure. Well this weekend was... interesting lots of things and stuff eh u know the whole 9 yards. though i do wish there was no more drama, personally i wont get myself involved with this drama just cuz am an evasive person but i ask why must there be so much drama... i dont understand those with vaginas lol or those with penis's for that matter im just not sure of much right about now but im ok with being lost cuz i'll find just hwat im looking for sometime soon im sure
all we wanna do is have a good time, having lots of fun with all these friends of mine, and all we wanna do is celebrate cuz everytime we've been together its been great. looking for adventure (blare witch in the woods or seance at michele's the occasional panty raid) big and small just being with my friends is all i wanna do.
ok so i made the panty raid thing up but spongebob was on with mr krabs and his moms undies and the panty raid lol it had to be put in :D
on the brighter side of life i am doing my homework which is a first and play practice was amazingly fun lol moldy (dongo boy) fell on his ass during the kick and jeremy 1ce again for the 3rd time ripped his pants on the stage... it was just meant to be lol how does that happen 3 times to you lol it was pretty funny. props to carra for crating the insult ASS HAT as i have added it to my list of insults and other catchy phrases forever lol along with kelseys TRU and my own TCHYEA and CHOCOLATE CHEESE PIE
random blurb: can't wait for the play to kick off... its gunna be awesome |
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[Nov. 1st, 2005|08:24 pm] |
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| | okay | ] |
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| | Who i am hates who i've been: Relient K | ] |
Ok this was stolen from shelly from a while ago and i am so friggen bored so this is what i r is gunna post
Ask me any 5 questions and i shall answer them... if i feel like it... and right now i do so go ahead yall
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random blurb: ahhh sleep is so good :) |
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[Oct. 30th, 2005|09:48 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | loose lips sink ships: A change of pace | ] |
Halloween is tomorrow!!! who can't wait, I can't wait wheeeooowheeeooowheeeooo man i r is so excited, its gunna be nice out tomorrow 2 ooo i can't wait all that free candy the bowls the doorbells lol and all that walking... i am so psyced about 2morrow hmm i do believe i should pin my shaving cream though that and read the sparknotes for the crucible and make emilys CD ok i'll go do that now woooooo i cant wait 2morrow is all hallows eve!!
random blurb: good luck to Rowden and her frind in their Celebrating Soha |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|06:19 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] |
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| | Take it away: The used :) | ] |
STOLE this from the girl that sits in front of me in math but i wont say her name cuz then i will start singign the song that everyone sings to her lol and i have agreed that i would try my best not to break out into that song or atleast in her oresence well here it goes:
Jo wont liek this at all...
| "ACHTUNG! | | leafboy7 may actually be a spider-human hybrid |
From Go-Quiz.com
i told u jo wouldnt liek it due tot he spider thingie lol but please im a good spider human guy thingy lol anyway today was good omfg all i was doing in gym was laughing my ass off with emz lol it was a very very fun period i must say oh a couple things from that period: my stomach is getting hard from all the fat in it, got hit in the face 2ce with a birdie, the rackets hurt when u are spanked with them, there is sumthign in my breakfast that makes me laugh for 40 straight minutes about things liek untied shoe laces lol damn them colombo yogurt ppl drugging my yogurt!!!
ok so i took 2 tests after school math and history... i cheated on both of them lol im such a bad boy but both times the teachers werent there and i had my books with me so y not look it up if u can right?! well for ss i went into the folders and picked mine out then i looked though all the papaers to find the notes on the people cuz i couldnt remember them thank u Martirellie filing systems lol and i really hope fuchettie doesn't find out i cheated by that dude from Shiapas ACC class...
random blurb: we got new countertops in the kitchen lol next is the floor |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|06:50 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
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| | no good deed: wicked soundtrack | ] |
well i finally have a spanish class and my spanish teacher hates me cuz i am so friggen late... and tomorrow the first tiem she will have me in class is wacky wednesday thats quite the good 1st impression isn't it some dude comes in looking like a freak show 1st day oh hoo rah wonder if em is feeling better i hope shes in school history is so boring without her ok well i think that about sums up the importaince of my day. i will miss jo, brandon, and natalya 3rd period i am sorry gys i really am but i have to have a spanish class yah know ^_^
rennasaince club is very very different this year with the new advisers its not as peppy and fun as it was :( this means this year no trip to the mall, no trip to tanger outlets nothing fun liek that :( it depresses me and makes me sadded
random blurb: everybody needs to just chill around here or eat sum fruit or something... hahahaha |
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[Oct. 17th, 2005|06:11 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | who i am hates who i've been: relient K | ] |
>>> OK dudes today was kinda good i guess. i had a laughing attack in Music theory and i wouldnt stop for a while like 10 minute while lol it was so funny, paul gave me part of his muffin which i couldn't tell if it was strange bannana nut or sum strange brown sugar muffin oh well it was good nerver less. Christina only made it worse for me in history by blurting out ion the hall way on the way there "I think i should be put in a home". thats when i got a mental movie of her eating bran mush with old women and playing schuffle board outside with them... if you cant picture it trust me its so friggen funnie.
It was solo day in chorus so that was all good and i skipped jazz element not cuz i wanted 2 but becuz i forgot about it woopsies oh well flood will just have to handle it. Jess schmitz came down too from colage it wasfun seeing her, she had a picture on her of me and her and i am making one scarey ass face.
Upstairs in the library i found out where brandon puts his eyeliner lol that was kinda fun i liek that period a lot hangin wit jo and brandon or jo and natalya good times good times (bien tiempos?) i cactually started reading my really cool SAT book and its quite the helpful little devil i swear im actually gunna do it. ok im off i shal see u guys latyaz yah?
random blurb: if sum1 is shaking their ass in ur face, its prolly for attention |
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[Oct. 11th, 2005|06:02 am] |
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| | gloomy | ] |
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| | wake me up when september ends: green day | ] |
>>> wow... new jersey is quite the boring place...
summer has come and passed :(
the innocent can never last :(
wake me up when october ends -_- zzZzz
please?
random blurb: thank god for days off i hate school |
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[Sep. 29th, 2005|06:21 am] |
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| | content | ] |
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| | reliant k: who i am hates who i've been | ] |
>>> ok so yesterday was kinda cool idk they didnt have the muffin stand and o shit i have liek no time to write this thing my bus comes soo, so yea i had a kinda bad dream and it could actually happen i guess but yea it wasnt bad just irritating o well so yea i need some sox some nice soft sox thats what i need yup
random blurb: dude sox rock |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|03:48 pm] |
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| | good | ] |
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| | high of 75: reliant K | ] |
Now i'm sunny with a high of 75
since u took my heavy heart and made it light
and its funny how you find you enjoy your life
when your happy to be alive
aparently im a very oblivios person... and im always happy simply because i aparently dont notice the little pissy things so says pplz, is that a bad thing? i mean if im happy most of the time and just miss things isnt that good that im still happy? idk aparently its bad that im so happy to mike cuz aparently i shoudl be upset at things but i dont and its suposadly anoying to always be there saying "well at least blah blah blah" oh well, im happy being happy so isnt that good i think maybe possibly sure? im not exactly sure where to go with my oblivious self o well
random blurb: doctor- "sir you have about 3 months to live"
me: "well at least i got 3 months... thats better than 2!"
(mikes example of me) |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2005|11:27 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
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| | be my escape: Reliant K | ] |
>>> ok so we went to mikes house today and my tounge issue is almost over after a gruesome morning and thanks to some medicine and a scrapper lol well so yea almost done with act 2 and i will be by tonight only i dont want the game to end, found out that puja likes playing it 2 it is a really cool game...
anyway we had fun playing witht he big green ball, makingvery very strange and kreepy faces in the camera, had dominoes, made sum cool videos like wigling feet, spinny chair, or spiittin water like bert, got into a water fight afterward.. it was cool. oh and of course the best one of steven with the big green ball omg lmao i could watch it another 50 times lol * random ball flies in. [b]wack! [/b] * lol
ok so yea another thing out of a movie (namely the babysitters club as mike identified) we sat in the middle of the trampoline with our heads together... ahh my friends are so... i love them :D
anyway then we made fun stories like about me being a horny gorilla or miek being a pelican as white as yea... it was fun poor michele in a skirt though lol
2morrow ihop con puja em and jo :D
random blurb: mmm pigs in a blanket mmm |
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[Sep. 20th, 2005|06:12 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | cheerful | ] |
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| | dont lie: black eyed peas <-- i love shelly lol | ] |
today is gunna be the best X legends 2 & mall cool stuff right thurr oh yea and no cross country lol ok so school has definetly thrown a monkee wrench into stuff but i think i'll be ok once its oer
im nervous about jazz element tryouts which were yesterday :( i dont think its fair that we had to re-tryout cuz she ddint make them do that last year. i really hope i made it if i dont i think i'll die. well just a little. but anyway ive decided that i am going to london/paris so you guys should be expectin sum more souvoniers from europe cuz im cool like that.
yesterday was fun realy was though it was a monday it was a fun one. i officially love my 1st half of my day i dont think i had laughed so much in school lol and i swear emily im not on druggs... though i have probably laughed way more in school than yesterday but i did laugh a lot and my card thing from jess said laughter when i picked it up so hopefully im in for a good day ^_^
love u all
where was jo yesterday?
i love u jo!
random blurb: im really happy... yall should be happy 2 cuz its cool being happy lol |
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