these dude's are cool

yourtouchyourtasteyourbreathyourfaceyourhandsyourheadyou'resweetyourloveyourteethyourtongueyoureyesyourmindyourlipsyou'refine.you'reheavenonearth.i'vewaitedallmylifeforyou.myfavoritekissyourperfectskinyourperfectsmile.wakingupandlyingnexttome.wrapmeupinyourarmsandbacktosleep.thepalestgreeni'veeverseenthecolorofyoureyes.you'vetakenmesofarawayonelookandyoustoptime.fellinlovewithyouandeverythingthatyouare.nothingicandoi'mreallycrazyaboutyou.whenyou'renexttomeit'sjustlikeheavenonearth.tellmethati'llalwaysbetheonethatyouwant.don'tknowwhati'ddoifieverloseyou.lookatyouandwhatiseeisheavenonearth.i'minlovewithyou.yourbreathyourfaceyourhandsyourheadyoursweetyourloveyourtongue.i'dmoveacrosstheworldforyou.justtellmewhenjusttellmewherei'llcometoyou.takemebacktothatplaceintime.imagesofyouoccupymymind.thepalestgreeni'veeverseenthecolorofyoureyes.you'vetakenmesofarawayonelookandyoustoptime.fellinlovewithyouandeverythingthatyouare.nothingicandoi'mreallycrazyaboutyou.whenyou'renexttomeitsjustlikeheavenonearth.tellmethati'llalwaysbetheonethatyouwant.don'tknowwhati'ddoifieverloseyou.lookatyouandwhatiseeisheavenonearth.i'minlovewithyou.fallofftheedgeofmymind.ifallofftheedgeofmymind.ifallofftheedgeofmymind.thepalestgreeni'veeverseenthecolorofyoureyes.fellinlovewithyouandeverythingthatyouare.nothingicandoi'mreallycrazyaboutyou.whenyou'renexttomeit'sjustlikeheavenonearth.tellmethati'llalwaysbetheonethatyouwant.don'tknowwhati'ddoifieverloseyou.lookatyouandwhatiseeisheavenonearth.i'minlovewithyou.isaidi'msoinlovewithyou.

[Dec. 24th, 2009|12:12 am]

You need to look at yourself from the other side; let your soul step out of your body and see yourself from the outside in and that's when you meet yourself for the first time.

So, to do this, you find a mirror to project the image of yourself: this is you, this is what you're doing, this is your reaction to yourself, and that's how you would feel if you'd met you on the street and that's how you discover you who are.

[Dec. 23rd, 2009|11:23 pm]

It seems that lately the solution to all my problems is to just smoke myself into oblivion and wait for tomorrow to come.

This method hasn't failed me yet.

[Dec. 22nd, 2009|11:01 pm]

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Even with all the shit that went down this semester (dad got MS, got promoted at starbucks, quit island 16, broke up with mike, met the most awesome guy i've ever known, and countless other distractions), I somehow managed to pull three A's out of my fucking ass.

You lucky son of a bitch....

the general jist...

[Dec. 21st, 2009|08:41 pm]

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MADAME TURAN!

I WENT TO THE FINAL ONLY ONE HOUR LATE AND EVERYONE WAS GONE! I THINK THAT THIS IS BLASPHEMOUSLY UNFAIR BECAUSE THE FINAL WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO END UNTIL 745 AND I GOT THERE AT 615 BECAUSE I WAS STUCK IN TRAFFIC ON 347 FOR OVER AN HOUR AND THEN I ACCIDENTALLY GOT ON THE HOSPITAL BUS AND HAD TO RIDE ALL THE WAY TO THE HOSPITAL BEFORE IT GOT TO THE SAC AND THEN I HAD TO RUN ALL THE WAY TO HUMANITIES TO FIND THAT THE ROOM OF THE TEST HAD BEEN CHANGED AND SO I RAN ALL THE WAY UPSTAIRS TO FIND THAT YOU WERE ALL GONE ALREADY AFTER ONLY ONE HOUR AND ZUT! JE SUIS TRES FACHEE MAINTENANT!!!

FRANTICALLY YOURS,
EILEEN

Eileen,

The final was at 2:15, retard. You sat in traffic for over an hour for absolutely no reason. On the bright side, your french puppet show was so good that I don't even give a shit and I'll just not count the final in your average. Happy Holiday of your choice.

Mme.

[Dec. 21st, 2009|07:52 pm]

emotional dishevelment, mildly philosophical

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Will I forever be trapped in this nightmarish, monotonous hell of an existence?

[Dec. 20th, 2009|11:20 pm]

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I just went outside in the snow to smoke a cigarette and I thought I was in an oil painting.

This is some good shit.

[Dec. 19th, 2009|10:20 pm]

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You smell like roses.

I am without words.

[Dec. 18th, 2009|01:40 pm]

absurdities of life, mildly philosophical

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Dearest Mother Nature,

Is it really necessary to be this cold? I know it's December, but does it have to be so cold that after 5 minutes outside my face hurts and my fingers are rendered immobile? I mean, really, it's just borderline obnoxious.

Sincerely,
Pitiful Speck #106202209

[Dec. 18th, 2009|07:59 am]

absurdities of life, academic discontent

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self: "wowwww i really don't want to be here in this freezing cold shower right now at this repulsively early time of the morning about to cram my entire semester of statistics into 3 hours before the exam!"

well, self, you should've thought of that before you went out and smoked three times last night you fuckin dumbass.

[Dec. 17th, 2009|07:30 pm]

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sometimes when i'm real bored i turn my ghetto little shit laptop speakers all the way up and dance around my room in my underwear.

something to think about.

[Dec. 14th, 2009|04:43 pm]

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NOW I'M DEPRESSED BECAUSE NEWMAN IS NOT TEACHING THAT CLASS ANYMORE, HE'S ONLY DOING 204 AND INDEPENDENT STUDY.

ALSO, MONTEYNE IS ONLY TEACHING BAROQUE ART AND ARCHITECTURE WHICH IS ALSO REALLY REALLY REALLY BORING (although not half as boring as northern fucking renaissance)

I'll probably end up taking it because he's teaching it with jennie goldstein. can't be too bad i guess.

[Dec. 14th, 2009|04:14 pm]

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I am NOT, under ANY circumstances, allowed to leave the library until I have read all there is to read about Northern Renaissance art from Hans Holbein the Younger to the rise of secular art (as in all the material since the last exam). I've paid absolutely no attention in class since the last exam, so I have to sit here and actually learn the material.

It is going to be excruciatingly difficult to learn anything about flemish panel painting without Professor Monteyne to stare at. </3

[Dec. 13th, 2009|11:31 pm]

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I really like when cute boys leave a drawing of a heart on my windshield :]